Signed up and logged in sa Ustream as YanyanChii.

Ate Tina greeted me TWO times, and for the third time with Ate Kaye tapos may I LOVE YOU PA. HAHAHAHAHA. \m/

I am such a fan girl. :3 Yeahyeah. Eventhough wala akong bati from Kuya Kimpoy which is inaantay ko pa rin, ok lang. :(

Pero kinanta naman niya/nila ni Ate Tina yung isa sa mga all-time favorite song ko : Someday We'll Know. ♥.♥

Plus ang dami kong remembrance ng print screens. From Kuya Kimpoy and Ate Tina's nose to nose to Ate Kaye and Ate Tina's pogi pose. Tapos may serious pose pa pluus yung some random na makuhaan ko. :)) YAY~

Natatawa ako sa last post ko sa tab. Graveeeh. This is kahihiyan mode. HAHAHA. Charot.

Basta I am so down-right happy. Sana pag nag ganun din ako sumikat. CHAROT. :)) I mean, I want to meet a lot of people and gusto ko yung feeling na nagpapasaya din ako. LOL. :">

Basta, I am so so so happy today. ♥ My fangirl mode aka idfc-about-humiliation mode paid off. :3 Ang dami kong remembrance! \m/

Bahala na kayo mag-isip kung anong meron. Basta ako excited. :)

Yeah, whatever. :)) So how my day started:

CAT. \m/ We got first place for today's drill exam. POAHAHAHA. 95 beybeh, and another plus 10 merits! POAHAHAHA. Curse sloven uniform. >:D

Practice and whatever. Nothing fun about that. What I did after is the best.

I read the Stallion Series 44. About Richard Don. I can't help but laugh and feel kilig. :"""> I WISH there's someone like RD for me. WHALE. :)) Remembering the thought, I can't help but grin and laugh at myself. STILL. :>

That started my KV. What happened next? I started reading Skip Beat. ♥ Even more KV! Omigaas~ I was SCREAMING LIKE A FANGIRL a while ago. *KYAAAAAAA* Good thing pillows are invented. :)) Actually, up to now I still am reading Skip Beat. My KV aura is immense. LOL.

Oops. My KV started earlier today. :""> I saw Toffee countless of times earlier. :"> And he's so drop dead handsome whenever he's in his CAT uniform. ANG WHALE KO SHEEET. :)) And he's like making papansin eh. Nahh, kidds. He was just walking back and forth, coincidentally, we're in the area. I can't help but to stare and drool. JOKE. :)) Pero srsly, I was smiling whenever I see him, or whenever he passes by. :))

Lalala~ I just blogged. I missed typing all of my KVs here. XD I want to write everything that's fun and hide whatever BVness I have. :3 Kthanksdie. :P

May mga tao kasi akong gustong layuan. Mga taong naging mahalagang parte ng buhay ko ngunit naging dahilan ng frustrations at depressions ko. Mga taong halos ituring ko bilang pamilya at may punto pa na ipinagpalit ko ang oras kasama ang pamilya ko para sakanila. Mga taong pinagkatiwalaan ko pero sila rin ang sumira sa tiwala ko. Ang mga taong minahal ko kahit hindi ko pa sila nakikita. Take note, more than a friend. Yeah. Epic lang eh. Siguro yung iba, love as a friend or a family member. Kaso meron ding instances na hindi maiiwasan ma-fall. MALANDI EH. :)) Parang anime-love lang. Unrequited. LEL.

So ayan. Too much. Masyado na kasing masakit minsan. Vain wasted efforts at puro taken-for-granted lang yung kinalalabasan. Eh bastusan lang eh. AYUUUUUUN. :3

Mas masaya ako nang ganito. Less effort, petiks lang. \m/

Nakalagay sa profile ko :

Eh kasi gusto ko na talagang malayo sainyo, kaya kahit MASAKIT at labag sa kalooban ko, gagawin ko. CHAROT. Pero siguro, mostly batchmates, schoolmates at SOME online friends lang laman nun. No more no less. Pero active parin yung main account ko, kaso for props. Viewing purposes ng mga kamag-anak ko. AYUUUUN. Again, TRUSTED PERSONS, PERSONS NA EPICLY NAGPAPASAYA SAKIN AT MGA MAHAL SA BUHAY LANG yung laman nung profile ko.

Siguro hindi kita mai-add ayun. SUPER CLOSE FRIENDS LANG TALAGA EH. >:(

Before leaving, Mico's mom did some game. It's like some random psychological test. You're gonna write names and such in different numbers and it has correspondent meanings.

At first, results were fine. Number 3, I admit it. :)) I missed the guy, yeah. Number 7, fine as well. :)) There's nothing going on so yeah. But when we reached the song part, it just made me feel sad all of a sudden.

It's like that game knows things. I was so hurt. >:| That game 'countered' whatever he said that time. It makes me feel that I really am going to do that. Gosh. I feel sick.

And on the way home, I feel like singing the song. And I eventually, I did. I don't want to continue up to the chorus part because I think tears will just flow down. Yay~

I commend Mico's mom for the game. I enjoyed it so much.

Pwede ba, kung may kabit yung nanay ko, kung may bago siya jowa, wala na akong paki dun. First and foremost, bakit ba ipinipilit mo pang masagwa eh WALA NA NAMAN SILA. Gusto mo pang isampal sayo na hiwalay na eh. Punyemas. Tapos ngayon minention ni Allain pangalan nung kabit nanggagalaiti ka. Eh gago ka pala eh. -____- Kala mo naman bait bait ng UGGGGGGGGGGGH. Eto lang eh, let them be. Wag ka na makielam sa kung anong meron sila. They have their own lives now they're separated, walang masama na magkajowa silang iba. EH DUN SILA MASAYA EH. Kaya wag ka na lang talaga manghusga. So what si Mommy meron, dinala niya dito. Atlis legal. Eh si Daddy? Sampu-sampu, wala man lang isang legal. Punyemas lang. Kaya please? Kung alam mo lang pinaggagagawa ng anak mo, kung ikukumpara matino pa si Mommy. -_____-

So bat nanggagalaiti ako? ANO BA NAMAN KASING PAKI KO SAKANILA? WTF, MAGULANG KO NGA SO WHAT? THEY HAVE THEIR OWN RIGHT TO DECIDE, BUHAY NILA YAN. KUNG MGA WALANGYA SILA, SO BE IT. HINDI YUNG NAKIKIELAM KA PA. PATI AKO DINADAMAY MO DYAN SA PANGGAGALAITI MONG NONSENSE.

Naiiyak na ako dito eh. Saying all this vulgar things about my family. SHET. Tralala lang eh. >:| Pag ako dinemonyo na naman talaga nako. -____- Tangines lang. Way to ruin my oh-so-perfect-day. Goddamnyou. :((

Honestly, he's just KYAAAAA~ *w* He's an awesome dancer, a very handsome guy ♥ and sweet too. What he did for his girlfriend's birthday. HAHAHA.

Livestreaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam. Crush niya si Maja, si Kim at si Fritzie! :)) Pahabol, si Anne Curtis din daw. LELELEL. Ka-naaaaaaaaaaaaaame ko. Charot. :P

I give up. I am so gonna pass my test tomorrow. :""> Haven't studied yet, this is enough inspiration for me. Landeeeeeeeey. But I will study later. ;D I just can't seem to close my browser. :>

He's 5"11. Tall. :""""> AKO NA TALAGA KINIKILIG. :)) SHETAMF. I want him to greeeeet me. May kahihiyan pa ko unlike those other fan girls. LOL. XD

And officially he logged off. :)) AABANGAN KO SIYAAAAAAAAAA. :P ♥

I suddenly remembered that ever boastful, air-headed, stupid and kinda sweet guy.

Scenario : I sat beside him during our CLVE period and I brought my RHGP homework with me, hoping that I can accomplish something there. He grabbed my paper and started reading all those tiny scribbles I wrote. All the random things about me, some things unknown to them, and my one greatest fear.

He read my fear with a smile/smirk on his face. Which, I don't really know. What is my fear? Losing someone whom I held dearest.

My fear is written inside the smallest circle, comes next is some facts which only a few people know.

I get jealous easily. Reading this aloud, he half-smiled then laughed. I was instantly pissed that time. But then he said: "Halata nga eh." Quite obvious.

I was so shocked. When? Why? How? Great. Obvious, in what way?

Now I really am like that. I wrote that randomly, but then, it really is true.

Getting worked up for some simple things. Getting annoyed for things that are obviously jokes. Geez. How stupid am I?

Another thing was I am sensitive.

He just said: "Sensitive ka pala, o talaga?" You're sensitive? Really?

The fact that I am posting this, the fact that I easily get hurt, the fact that I get offended easily, the fact that I cry from very shallow reasons, yeah.

Well, why did I post this? I remembered about the jealousy stuff, I was drowned by his air-headedness a while ago, he just made me smile and LOLed when I was feeling off a while ago, I just remembered him when I saw my SalpakanNa app when I accidentally pressed the Windows button in my keyboard, I remembered when I was mad at him he did some efforts to make me smile, and I remembered how he can he know whether if it was me or not aside from the very obvious fact that I am fatter than 80% of the girls in our batch.

Silly, annoying, yet fun.

Eto na naman eh, lecheng mood swings. Kaninamaka-tawa wagas, nakakapagbasa pa ng yuri-sex. -___- Tapos ngayon halos ganto na ko; :|

Like wtf. Swear, HINDI NA AKO MAKIKIBASA NG BLOG NG IBA. Puno't dulo lang e. :/

I am currently giving the overview of what I felt during that day. That dreadful day. Where everything I hold dearly, I watched as it crashed and burned.

I feel tiny pokes. wee~

4 times encouter kay Toff, katapat ko si Clint kanina sa service. LALALALA~ Masaya eh. ;"> Lelwoot. Idagdag mo pa tong shoujo manga na binabasa ko. Yieeeeee~ Epic kilig. <3 Dahilan kung bat inumaga na naman ako nang tulog. Sana lang, hindi DAISY, Teru, Rena at kung ano-ano pa mailagay ko sa exams namin bukas. >:| HEALTH.

Still, eternal KV. ;"""> Weird weird weird lang. Sa isang buong araw kahapon, more than 20 times ko nabanggit pangalan ni Toff as used in a sentence. :> Lalala~

Basta ako, gusto ko ng DAISY. Wee~ Hacker. :)) Charot. Pero pinangarap ko talaga maging hacker. Second time na toh dahil sa manga, yung una dahil sa Bloody Monday. LEL. Hacker at Scum Artist, future jobs ko. :)) Scum artisi dahil kay Akiyama milabs. XDDD Liar Game.

Mwuahahahaha. ~ And naaliw ako kanina. I asked Teacher Lai for sme shoujo and yuri manga recommendations~ LALALALA. ♥ Excited ako. More kilig to come. Kaya pag ako namatay, dahil yan sa kilig.

Shoujo manga really is the alternative para sa mga taong walang love-life. Lahat ng KV na hinahanap niyo sa mundo eh nandun lahat~ LALALALA. Minsan nga, mas times infinity pa na kilig makukuha sa manga eh. BOOO~ \m/

Tara tulog.

Kthanksdie.

Ok, I was reading Jono's blog a while ago. I don't freakin' know why I was affected. I mean how stupid can this day get? Twice? By just a mere coincidence? Damn.

Why affected? I just saw parents.. mom.. dad.. DIVORCE. :| And in my note in Facebook, I was ask whether my parents are married or what. YES, AFFECTED AKO. My parents are annulled, not divorced since it's not legal in the Philippines.

It's just that it hurts. :/ Being the eldest and the most intelligent among the three children, they, my relatives, expected a lot from me. They expected me to FIX things between my parents. I cried a lot because of that. It's because no matter how hard I try things won't go back to normal. I can't even remember when the last normal family gathering or outing we had.

Reminiscing old times hurts a lot. Remembering all the smiles we had, the laughter we shared. My little brother is not even a month old when they decided to separate. We didn't have any decent family bonding ever since. It just, hurts. >:|

Lalalala~ Tears are falling down again. Before, this is the only thing that make me cry. My kryptonite. How I wish, things just go back the way they used to be. I don't like my tears to be wasted for such reasons. No more.

I really envy those people whom I can see their parents living together in a single roof. Whom they can spend time with, together. Whenever my mom's home, my dad's away. When she leaes, he goes back.

I am psychologically and emotionally sick and tired of this practice. I AM SO TIRED. Sometimes, I like to take everything as a joke. Nahh, usually. I joke about my family status because I want to let them see that I am not affected, but truth is I am vulnerable.

I remember last May 24, 2010 during my one-on-one talk I had with Nanay (my faci during our YFC camp) she asked me things. I opened up this topic. I watched Ate Pau from afar, seeing her laughing with Ate Eka (her faci) while I was crying. I exited the room first and she approached me the moment she entered our room. She knows. She knows the only thing that can make me breakdown. She knows.

I am forever suffering. I will suffer. I am. I will. That's why I really to thought, "If I decided to kill myself and survive the process, will they worry? Will they be together in one place if that happens?" I am forever selfish. I want things to go my way, but sadly saying I am not God who can do that. I can wish, but I can never have that.

My heart aches. Tears are forming, but they don't want to fall down. Maybe they're tired. Rather my tear-gland is tired of producing tears. Just let my heart suffer alone.

A rather dramatic and stupid blogpost/reaction towards Jono's blog. Good thing he's on hiatus. -____-

I really am used to be a friendless loser but when faced in a situation like this, it's just too much too handle. I admit, I was harsh and mean that time too but it was mainly his fault not ours. He was babbling a lot of things that made us feel whatever is it our fault that we have reacted? Is it my fault that I reacted? He was being mean and selfish. Even though I am not part of his circle of friends doesn't mean he can badmouth me all he wants. Freak. Doesn't mean that I can't get pissed. Geez. Inconsiderate fool. I almost cried, naah, there were tears almost falling because of the commotion he made. I admit, I am PARTLY the reason, telling him truth that we heard him right that's why we were reacting. The hell. I am so MAD yesterday I can't even walk properly, think straight, look straight. Gademmit. =.=

Insensitive people, just go to hell already. I'll join you gladly.

Agree, disagree?

Ang tao kasi, kadalasan malawak ang imahinasyon thus malawak kung mag-expect. Ano nga ba mapapala mo pagnag-expect ka? Wala naman diba. Thrill siguro, pero other that that? Wala. Aksaya sa brain cells at luha kapag sawi in return.

Same goes pag umasa ka. Ang taong umaasa, most of the time, disappointments ang nakukuha. Hindi naman sa unable ma-achieve ang isang bagay pero may mga pangyayari lang talagang IMPOSIBLE.

Disappointments, depressions, stress, pressure, metal retardation, problema, heart-aches, eyebags, sore eyes. Common na makukuha natin in return.

Wala akong sinabing masama o bawal ang pag-eexpect at pag-asa sa mga bagay-bagay. Pero emotionally at psychologically? Hindi talaga maganda eh.

Iniisip nang iba, ang nega ko. Pero truth hurts. Truth are based from the negative views translated positively para kaaya-aya siyang tignan o pakinggan.

Sabihin niyo negative, masama yan. Yes. Pero ang pananaw sa pagiging masama at mabuti, nasa tao lang. Optimists, consider these information FALSE. Pero sa mga pessimist na kagaya ko na ang views in life ay mostly self-realizations and negations eh magkakasundo-sundo tayo.

So what made me post some random blog post?

Recently, eto ang problema ko. No slash that, hanggang ngayon, UNDER pa rin ako nito. Who am I to talk nga naman. As I've said, I tend to negate. Iba yung nilalabas ng brain cells ko kesa sa subconscious na galaw ng body parts at organs ko.

Actually, hindi lang ako eh. MARAMI. Masakit nang sobra. Sobra na kulang nalang eh matuyuan ka nang tubig sa katawan pag umiyak ka sa gantong dahilan.

Pero pinakrelatable toh sa lovelife, though hindi ko na problema toh. :)) Far more sensible kesa sa love and pinopoblema ko.

You're expecting something in return sa feelings mo. Umasa ka may isusukli. Yun pala wala.

So napaisip ako. Sa sentence ko, parang walang pinagkaiba yung EXPECT at ASA. So since gumagawa ako ng sarili kong pananaw eh syempre may explanation dyan.

Expect; May bottom line, may kailangan kang i-meet. E.g. Satisfaction, self-assurance ans stuff.

Asa; Parang gumagawa ka nang sarili mong future in parallel sa mga events na nangyayari currently.

I have every right to share my thoughts. Nasa inyo kung babasahin niyo o hindi. :)

But it had good effects for me. Instead of going online, I watched Lord of the Rings 1. ;"> The last time I watched Fellowship of the Ring was like 8-9 years ago. :) I missed how Orlando Bloom looked like as Legolas. MWUAHAHAHA. <3

So when we arrived at UP, John Mark's Dad made a wrong turn. And instead of waiting, we walked. >:| My feet were tired. VERY TIRED. But it was worth it. I felt like I am already a student in UP. HAHAHAHA. Feeler.

So test. Test. WALANG GWAPO SA ROOM. >_< XDD

After that, we went straight to the L3. I enevied Kuya Joemar 'coz when we're experiencing hell, he was SLEEPING. Boo~ But yeah. Funny lang kanina. He tried to take a picture of me and John Mark. And I said "Sana nagsabi." and he HEARD IT. :)) He took a picture for the second time. Still, imba face. Btw, feel na feel ko na yung hairstyle ko na ponytail sa gilid. :))

Blahblah. Eating lunch. So I learned that Kuya Joemar doesn't eat cheese and he doesn't like milk. :)) He didn't even taste my ever favorite Cordon Bleu because it has cheese. :)) I was so laughing like yeah. Knowing that he's so matakaw and other stuff and like that. :))

They decided to go to Trinoma. :DD I was like their PA. :)) The family with the PA. XD Seriously, when we separated from their parents and walking together, I looked like their yaya. -.- LALALA~

Oh, the trip to Trinoma is NOT good. Ang sakit sa pwet umupo. Pero worth it? :)) While traveling I really laughed a lot. *Seating arrangement sa harap. Driver's seat: Kuya Joem. Anne. John Mark.* Tawa kami ng tawa kasi ang siga sa kalsada eh. Epic lang. :))

Blahblah. They went shopping. The family I mean. I found a good looking bag in Girbaud and I want to freaking buy it. Sadly saying I'm poor. And I saw a very kawaii stuffed toy in Tickles. The three-eyed alien. ♥.♥ The Ate in the shop is like laughing at me because I don't want to part ways with the plushie. I was hugging it the whole time I was there.

Blahblah. We ate. I was so nahihiya because they're eating with an extra baggage. They're paying for the food I am eating. OwO

But the best moment was at the fountain. ♥ I had a very nice shot of the water. I posted it on my FB wall. HAHAHA. I think it was good. :) Set aside the comment from the critics. -.-

On the way back. Same seating arrangement. We saw lots of osom cars along EDSA. :)) Kuya Joem even made us take a picture of the Benz. :)) Freak. But honestly, I was like WHOAAAH. So somewhere along EDSA I started sleeping. Nainggit ako kasi yung katabi ko tulog na. :)) From EDSA to home, tulog. And I was so nahihiya again. Kasi pag gising ko grabe nakabagsak ulo to the left. :)) Kaya pala may umuuntog sakin, balikat nung drayber. :)) So si John Mark tulog. Naghihilik pa. WAHAHAHAHAHA. Tawa mooooode.

So I don't want to make kwento of the others na. :P And I am starting to speak in conyo again. No more makata *pure tagalog.* and pure english for me. LEL. I feel like dying~

Oh, Otanjoubi Omedetou Jono nii-san~ :))

End.

And I'm gonna study Physics later.

Supposed to be posted as one blog with the previous one, but then I think it's so long so yeah.

* Today.

I had a blast. I had fun. I talked to Tofee twice today. :"> MWUAHAHA. Ako na eternally malandi. >.< Why do you care anyway? :P First when I was talking to JM's mom. She was giving us invitation to the Feast's Kid Ministry concert. And was explaining the fact that I am gonna sleep in their house tomorrow. NAKAKAHIYA. >:"\ I thought JM told his mom already. Gaash. So yeah, when we were talking he passed by and yea. :">

GG. I hate you so much. Too much public humiliation because of you. 0-7. Anne-BJ stats. HAHA. Poor. Oh this is lose-win basis. YES, I LOST. But it's fine. Kuya Guard just pissed me off. He's so mayabang. As if I lost to him. Gaahd.

But then GG saved me from eternal boredom.

Next to our lunch was career orientation or something. Different schools went to ours. YAY. So in the interval of ten minutes, instead of going up stairs, we stayed to play. And I saw Kuya Joem there. At first I saw his back features. I guessed it was him, and yes I'm right. His hair, the height, his body built. HAHAHAHA. Kuya Joem moi not your stalker okay?

So there. I collected a lot of app forms. But eventually losing them and collected again. App forms that I collected and will pass : Letran, FEU, Mapua, UST, APC and Benilde. These were the schools who has my course available. ECE or Electronics Engineering. I was so said seeing that most of the schools only had IT, ComEng and stuff. Gaah. Well except Benilde. I'm gonna apply for Architecture there. :"> Yes, I am gonna pursue my architecture. ♥

So blahblahblah. I had Letran ballers and FEU ballers. Yay~ HAHAHA. I was like begging for the FEU baller a while ago. The reason is that I want ballers and it's green. :)) I envy DaniLynn. She won the raffle for some school. The Angry Bird plushie! T^T *envy.* But naah. Not a fan anyway.

So during our practice, SIS CAME INSIDE. At first I didn't notice. But Teacher Lanlan announced that she's there and I was like SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS! Runned to her direction and hugged her. :"> Kileg. My classmates were looking at me with eyes like this o.O HAHAHA. They found me weird. Lel. MYOB.

Chatted a little and went back to my station. But then decided to sleep because I'm so VERY sleepy a while ago. Idfky. >_< In the middle of my sleep I heard BJ's voice asking us to play GG with him. Of course I said yes. And he was like so mayabang. He only liked to play with PROS. And losing to him 7 times makes me feel I'm not. And he's telling that I'm not. BOO~ And I went back to my sleep and he was like tapping my forehead asking me if I'm mad or what. I wanna kick his face. Aside from those airheaded people what I hate the most is those who's disturbing my sleep. LEL.

Lalalala~ I slept well a while ago. With my plastic envelope as my hotdog pillow, Mico's jacket as my blanket and my bag and Paolo's lap as my pillow. HAHAHAHA. BLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEH. My eyes hurt though. Because one time I removed my glasses and for some weird reasons BJ get it from me and wore it. Lel. Bagay daw kasi sakanya. And he called my and did my eternally favorite pogi sign. HAHAHA. I was like, edi ikaw na to him. HAHAHA. I LOLed. He just did my signature pose. :))) Smiling like :D with the pogi sign. It was funny 'coz I can see his braces clearly. WAHAHAHAHAHA. Sorry BJ~

My BVness because of him was gone because of that. :)) Anyway, I wonder why I am so matampuhin. o_O

Yesterday : After the symposium BJ was tickling me. Kept on touching my back and my batok. ~.~ Freak. And he told JP to do the same and the idiot really did it. Aba'y hinampas ko sakanya yung notebook ko. And made irap *I was so shocked, marunong pala ako nun.* And yeah, I was really pissed that time.

Today : When Grench dropped my mouse. :DD I didn't make pansin of him when he was talking to me. He said that he wants to go to my house again and try to revive my PC but I just said that not to talk to me 'coz I was sleepy.

They are the only two people that I can really make drama. HAHAHA. Include Enzo too. And le family. And Prio as well. and JM and DaniLynn. LEL.

*Tagalog post.*

Yung tipong nakakapagdrama ako. Iirapan ko sila, di papansinin. Yeah. Ganyan talaga ako ngayon eh. Ang daling ma-BV. Grabe, nakakapanibago. Pero I felt natural. >:) No joke. i don't know what's up pero ang dali ko magtampo ngayon. Mag selos, mainggit. So unnatural. Kdie.

So, what happened yesterday? I didn't have anytime to blog yesterday so I'll pour in my thoughts.

I was excited. Thinking that Grench could save my PC from dying, but sadly saying, NOT. T^T I miss my PC. All of my stuffs are in there. He said that my PC needs new hard disk. As if I have money to buy some.

Yes, I. Mom said that when my PC's broken again, she won't handle the expenses for that. Great. *tears.* *tears.*

But then again, remembering that it was Prio's birthday, I NEED to be happy. Or else other people might see me. OwO Yes, I don't want other people to see me like that. So yeah.

Eventually, they made my night. Cool people, cool friends. I'd die without them. We had lots of fun. Lots of lafang in Prio's place. :)) They even had Dan Eric's Mango flavored ice cream! My favorite! *drools.* I wish they had Pistachios. :)) Kidds.

Oh, and Chever made my night as well. He said some pretty weird stuff which he didn't understand but made some impact. And I was like kilig. HAHA. Charot. He just made me smile. And I was hoping that my friends didn't see me smile or else eternal issues. :">

And sometime after eating we went upstairs. They did some epic plankings. HAHAHA. Srsly, I was laughing hard. Some tried planking on the airchair. ;)) Chair style of airbed. :)) I mean it was hard. The balancing, I mean. T'was only Alden who managed to do it perfectly. But the epic part was I caught Gid's failed planking on cam. >:)

Afterwards, there came the BEST part. Ghost stories. They were freaked out by stories. Specially Gid's. OwO It's really creepy knowing that he felt it for REAL. >.< Weird yet cool.

So blahblahblah. I don't want to type about yesterday, I might type something else.

Why happy? I get to spend this night with two of my friends. Okay, make it 3. With John Mark, who went through all the trouble of showing us around and who left us in Hannah's care. And the other one is Tofee. :)) So we spent about an hour and a half in Hannah's place. I was like WHOAH when I realized it is that late. And we walked longer than expected. He's really nice, a gentleman. Though 0.001% air-headed. Though I really didn't deny it when he was bragging a while ago. He's gwapo naman kasi talaga. So, yeah. :) I, okay. Or rather, we talked a lot a while ago. I didn't expect him to be THAT talkative. :)) And same goes for me. DALDAL KO. So yuuun~ Bottom line for blogging this. I had eternal KV, they made my day, and making Tofee go home so late just hits my conscience. I really didn't have the guts to apologize to him personally. Instead I sent him a text message when we parted ways. LEL. Even though he said it's fine, still, conscience still haunts me~ But I was like natatawa a while ago. Idfk why, he mistakenly pressed the call button. And I was like panicking. :)) Galit ata? Bat tumawag? WEH. Sayang load niya, truth be told. 'Coz I answered it immediately right after seeing the call screen without even reading who it was. I just said 'Hello' and he cut the line. Lalala~ Now there are a total of 21 people who heard my imba telephone voice, excluding my family of course. >:( The very reason I tend to fake my voice during phone calls and such. Oh well, I really am SLEEPY and I haven't eaten dinner. So I'll be off now. Sorry for the single paragraph theme, I am kinda feeling lazy to press enter~ Gnight.

I can't sleep anymore. Still dressed in my uniform. Depression's clouding up. Wish that tinkering my RainMeter'll help. I am in no room for this. But hey, freedom of speech. I don't give a damn whether you're reading this or not. I don't give a damn whether Sis can read this.

You absolutely made my day, NOT. You ruined the day that Clint made perfect. Happy? That you got someone to endure the BVness you're feeling. Great.

Lalala~ I seriously want to block you off. I just can do it because I still value whatever friendship we have left.

Ok, all hail Rainmeter. My stress outlet. I am unable to blog a while ago, and I am unable to let out my feelings since EVERYBODY is in a bad mood. I don't want theirs to get worse because of my constant whining. Oh well. Rainmeter's fun. I customized my Sis' profile in the laptop. How cool. ;)) I forgot to transfer to mine. OwO Poor her. I told her not to use the laptop anyway. But I bet she'll be aliented by how the desktop looks. And she doesn't know how to use keyboard shortcuts. MEHEHEHEHE. Le devil. >:) But I am enjoying it. LALALALA~

I don't want to talk to him. >:| He's mean and he's just everything I'm not. :/ Envy and jealousy takes over again. Even my pride strikes. Geez. Congrats.

I have STILL my murderous aura which started at around 2-3pm earlier. It is because of someone who's supposed to be the ones understanding our situation but then again, SHE DIDN'T. All that matters is that pride, perfectionism and selfishness of hers. Great. She made us stay up to 5pm when our supposed to be dismissal time is 4. She doesn't want to share OUR practice time. Ugh. Now sir's mad at us. Pretty obvious. :/

Despite all the BVness I still felt sorry for a friend. >_< Honestly. Naaawa ako ng sobra kay Grench. :| He was all kabado because of the TLE defense and later on was super pressured by the freak. She expects a lot from Grench while I think he's having difficulties in attaining them. It is clearly written on his face. >.< He's just kind a while ago, offering help in fixing my PC. Grench mabasa mo toh, totoo. Sorry kasi yun, director talaga ako. Dineny ko lang kanina. >_< Kasi alam ko sa sarili ko na hindi ko kaya yung responsibility kaya ayun. Pero promise, kapag alam kong makakatulong ako, tutulong ako. :( Sa sounds nalang ako, mas masaya kasi dun. Eternal soundtrip lang. PROMISE TALAGA, TUTULONG AKO IF NECESSARY. Kapag gusto ko naman kasi, kakayanin. Capable naman daw ako, tamad lang. Ayun.

So much for my BV post. Alay ko kay Grench tong blog post na toh. HAHAHA.