Alam ko namang hindi dapat eh. Hindi ko nga lang magawang sundin 'yung tinuturo ko sa sarili ko, at hindi ko alam kung bakit. Nakakasawa at nakakapagod na.

As usual, emote na naman ako. Nakakatawa nga lang isipin na sa personal, ang saya-saya ko samantalang sa blog posts ko, nuknukan ko ng emo. #emoheartszxxx

It has been years, months, and days,
Everything wasn't as it used to be.
I've tried my hardest to keep myself sane
Whenever thoughts of you,
Appeared out of the blue.

Sleepless nights, and erratic heartbeats;
Clouded mind, and mixed feelings.
All these I've experienced,
When thinking about what would happen,
If I finally get to see you,
After years, months, and days.