And about the essay. I was so damn shocked and amazed when I finished reading it. Seriously, I can't believe it came from the person who wants to tear the world apart. Loljk~ But hey, this is just one of those things that I can't believe about him. :) Anyway, I really liked it. I mean I haven't really thought deeper on that topic but everything that he said was true. :O I was so dumbfounded. It felt weird. Guilt is killing me again. But still it won't work. The worst part about it is the last one. What I am going to do, to change it. It felt so wrong saying all those lies. I mean I can't really do all that. Even though it's just labeled 'simple', I can't. I can try but I won't guarantee any good result.

As much as I want to, I can't share it. That essay is mine alone. :3 I am damn selfish. Ikr.