I have to admit, I am afraid. Losing all the people close to me; people whom I love, people whom I care for and people whom I can be myself, I can't take it. Though as I've said that nothing in this world is permanent, the only thing constant is change. People change. This moment they think of you as a friend or someone special, the next time you check you act as if you don't know each other anymore.

The only fear that I can't face. Heartbreaking.

I speak based on experience. I have been hurt hundreds, no millions of times already. That's why I don't cling on to people that much anymore. A mechanism that I established yet trying to destroy.

My mind's at it's limit, I can't think straight again. :|