Curse traffic, idiotic drivers and dumbass people.
Well, that isn't the only one. When I reached home and logged in another kind of aura hits me. I was just depressed time infinity again. And I felt bad. I felt isolated again, alone. Supposed to be I am used to this kind of stuff because for the past 3-5 years this the kind of life I'm living, but there's just something that changed all of that and now it's gone. Thankfully I saw sistarr's reply to my message and I felt at ease.
I could cry a bucket later that's how hurt I am right now, but thankfully, I promised myself not to. Petty reasons or not, I am not a loser that shows weakness anymore.
^ Speaking of, I haven't posted my blog full of sadness, if that's what you call it. Maybe some other time. When I am in a good mood, or else reading it for the nth time will really make me break down.