I suddenly remembered that ever boastful, air-headed, stupid and kinda sweet guy.
Scenario : I sat beside him during our CLVE period and I brought my RHGP homework with me, hoping that I can accomplish something there. He grabbed my paper and started reading all those tiny scribbles I wrote. All the random things about me, some things unknown to them, and my one greatest fear.
He read my fear with a smile/smirk on his face. Which, I don't really know. What is my fear? Losing someone whom I held dearest.
My fear is written inside the smallest circle, comes next is some facts which only a few people know.
I get jealous easily. Reading this aloud, he half-smiled then laughed. I was instantly pissed that time. But then he said: "Halata nga eh." Quite obvious.
I was so shocked. When? Why? How? Great. Obvious, in what way?
Now I really am like that. I wrote that randomly, but then, it really is true.
Getting worked up for some simple things. Getting annoyed for things that are obviously jokes. Geez. How stupid am I?
Another thing was I am sensitive.
He just said: "Sensitive ka pala, o talaga?" You're sensitive? Really?
The fact that I am posting this, the fact that I easily get hurt, the fact that I get offended easily, the fact that I cry from very shallow reasons, yeah.
Well, why did I post this? I remembered about the jealousy stuff, I was drowned by his air-headedness a while ago, he just made me smile and LOLed when I was feeling off a while ago, I just remembered him when I saw my SalpakanNa app when I accidentally pressed the Windows button in my keyboard, I remembered when I was mad at him he did some efforts to make me smile, and I remembered how he can he know whether if it was me or not aside from the very obvious fact that I am fatter than 80% of the girls in our batch.
Silly, annoying, yet fun.