What's up with me and my drama? Ahh, nothing much. Getting hurt is quite a usual thing for me already. And I am serious about that. It's just that, I remembered everything I said to him. "I tend to fall in love with guys who have some other girl in their mind but I don't really care, it's better that way." Lies. Nahh, it's partially true. But I just realized things. Ever since I am in complete senses, I tend to do that. I mean falling for them, even now. It hurts whenever I think about it, thinking that these people don't even care about me. They are concern, but they never cared.

asdfghjkl; asdfghjkl; zzz. My mind's all hazy. I can't think straight anymore. asdfghjkl; I was just reading Fairy Tail, which made me cry, and suddenly I remember this, and I can't stop crying anymore. Insensitive people like me really have bad karma. I am damned, and will forever be damned. I am mean, I always act like I don't care and I act as if I'm a god and you have to bow down, but no, I am merely a worthless piece of trash. Some realization that I made a while back: I don't deserve to be loved, and if ever I do, no one's still gonna love me anyway.

P.S : I am not jealous with people in certain relationships. It's just shit and a waste of time and effort. I just feel sad, ignored. That's all. So, no more questions.